I Wonder

 I wonder if they miss me as much as I miss them 

I wonder if they think about me as much as I think about them 

I wonder if they will ever speak to me, unblock me, talk to me 

I wonder roams my thoughts 

I wonder what my tomorrow and future look like 

I wonder if I will pass all my classes 

I wonder if my grandma will live to see me married 

I wonder, I wonder, I wonder 

These are the few wonder that cross my mind daily

I write to release and let God take control of these wonders 

I try so hard to find love and be loved, when I am loved by God. 

I pray for you and I hope my prayers are heard and answered and I will be able to see the result, maybe not the one I wanted, but the one I needed. 

I wonder what will happen